Chapter 1: The Hardship Of The Fish Who Loved A Star
When the river met the sky
When a fish met a star
Their souls were close
Though bodies far
So the fish climbed a mountain
To be with its love
It faced many hardships
To join the star above
The star watched the fish
Its love was so near
But it wouldn't survive
Was the star's fear
And so the star cried
Its tears falling on fishback
Where they fell, fire bloomed
Skin started to crack
Claws burst forth from fins
Body grew like a snake
As the fish climbed a mountain
For its love was at stake
At mountain peak
At mountain top
Still the fish
Would not stop
And the dragon flew upward
Without wing, without feather
To its celestial love, silver star
And finally, they were together
Chapter 2: Screw Destiny
Screw destiny, my dear...
There's no such thing as fate.
Screw destiny, my dear...
It's never too late.
The future isn't set in stone,
There's not one path, all on it's own.
Like a river, always raging,
The future's always changing
Screw destiny, my dear...
You always have a choice.
Screw destiny, my dear...
Listen to your inner voice.
The future isn't written,
It's for you to decide.
The future hasn't happened yet,
Quiet pond or raging tide
Screw destiny, my dear...
Your fate is your hands.
Screw destiny, my dear...
Ignore its woeful commands.
It's up to you to choose
How the story follows through.
Happily ever after
Has always been up to you.
Chapter 3: Built In Blood/Everrun
This was written during an emotional time in my childhood. Most of these poems are from my childhood, actually, but this one's particularly special to me — even though it's not the best.
This world is built in blood.
Won and lost in blood.
Everywhere is owned by someone.
Everyone is owned by somewhere.
To have, or even get back, blood is the cost.
Whether it was never yours, or if it was lost.
Your grandma owned it, her husband died defending it, but now it's someone else's.
If you want it, you'll have to die for it — or someone else will.
So why focus on this world, built in blood? There's other worlds out there, not a drop spilt upon them. Not a drop needed to own them yourself.
If another wishes those worlds for themselves, wishes to build them in blood, you can move on. There's an eternity of other worlds, after all.
To own, to have, to live in this world requires blood. Your blood, your parents', your children's, your brothers' and sisters'. This world is painted red.
To own, to have, to live amongst those other worlds requires work. It requires hope. A cunning mind and an able soul. But if we're careful, it won't require blood.
This world is won and lost and won again a hundred times over, always in blood. And it doesn't matter who started it, finish it — leave, the cycle forever broken.
There's a great wide forever out there — neverending, everturning, full of who-knows-what. And to go there, to stay, costs a lot — but not in blood.
Earth is built in blood. May we ever run, ever fly, ever move. The ground is drawn and redrawn in red lines. The stars are unclaimed, drawn in light, wind, and hope.
Chapter 4: We Are Impossible
There are lizards that can walk on water.
There are crustaceans with sonic weapons.
There are fish that live on land.
Why can't some creature sit on clouds?
Hunks of metal can soar the skies and sail the seas.
Water and sound, when just right, can create light.
A type of flower keeps hummingbirds as guard dogs.
What if there was a space whale, made of smoke and energy?
The power of your voice, along with a strange box, can communicate with people across the world.
Going really fast equals time travel, at least forward, meaning months for future astronauts will be years for everyone else.
The cells of a baby, years and years after birth, will remain in the mother and can even save her life.
Creatures made out of pure thought? Impossible, right? But I'll tell you a special secret:
The world is a wonderful, nonsensical, bizarre, contradictory, random, impossible place.
There are rivers that run uphill, and dunes that look painted in color. Water can float into the sky, and ice can form without cold. A certain metal melts at room temperature, and rocks can grow like plants.
Everything is impossible, until it happens. Until it's discovered. Until it's done.
We have harnessed lightning.
We have created entire species.
We have traveled faster than sound.
We are incredible. We are amazing. We are impossible.
Never forget that.
Chapter 5: Who's Afraid Of The Big Bad Witch?
I have absolutely no idea why I wrote this or what it was supposed to be about. It's random and ridiculous XD
Who's afraid of the big bad witch?
Who's afraid of the big bad witch?
Who's afraid of the big bad witch?
Who's afraid of the big. Bad. Bitch?
Who's afraid of the daughter of elves?
Who's afraid of her potions and spells?
Who's afraid of the daughter of elves?
Slayer of the seven Hells?
Ringer of the holy bells?
Never catch her.
Will not match her.
Cat whisperer.
Army of familiars.
Who's afraid
Who's afraid
Who's afraid
Of the big.
Bad.
Witch?
Chapter 6: I Want To Make Them Laugh
POV: Guy being controlled, trying to warn someone about the Evil Plan. The italics are what he really wants to say, though what he actually sings is probably a bit different
I want to make them laugh
Nervous, angry, scared
I want to hear it all
You better be prepared
I want to make them laugh
Build up the energy
So believe when I say
You need to get ready
You have to believe me
Please just believe me
I don't believe me!
You can't believe–
I want to make them laugh
Joyous, bitter, amused
I want to collect it all
So it can be used
I want to make them laugh
Gather the energy
I need them– you!
I need you to defeat me
Please don't believe me
Please just believe me
Don't you know life's mockery?
Life is just a comedy!
Let out your laughter
Go along with the comedy
Don't hold it inside
Go along with the–
Please, get ready!
Laugh, I want to hear you laugh!
Don't you hear my plea?
Give me your energy
Run–
Stay!
Don't–
Get away!
I want to make them laugh
Don't you know life's mockery?
Too late now
You're in a tragedy...
Chapter 7: In Our Blood
Our past is riddled with blood, for war has met our people many times.
Invaded and conquered, pushed out and slaughtered.
A new way is needed. But how much of our past must we forget, and how much do we dare take on?
A firm foundation to build upon, and yet a prison to bind us to ruin.
To run is in our blood, but can we hope to run forever?
To fight is in our blood, but how much are we willing to risk?
The past is in our blood, but how much can we connect to it and yet still move forwards?
We ran from our birthlands, and from each land after that. Those who didn't run, died in battle.
But here is the question I oft ask myself; what are we running towards?
The stars? Salvation? Freedom? What is it we seek so greatly that we have kept running so long?
Will we be the ones to find it? Or our children? Or their children after?
Or perhaps we have already found it long ago. Perhaps what we seek is the journey itself.
By that logic, what should happen if the journey ever ends? Running no more, shall we fight?
Perhaps the journey will never end. Perhaps the journey, too, is in our blood.
Chapter 8: Monster Under My Bed
Slightly inspired by a song under the same name. One of the lyrics is "I'm friends with the monster under my bed"
Under my bed is a monster, he lives in my closet as well.
He has many spikes, fangs, claws, and a lashing tail.
His five eyes glow red, his body's dark purple and green.
He's the funniest guy that I've ever seen!
No matter where I move, I know he'll follow me.
No matter where I go, it's always myself and he.
He's the monster under my bed, he lives in my closet as well.
He has curling spines, giant paws, and a glowing tail.
He chases away my nightmares, holds me close, keeps me safe and warm.
Though some others are frightened by him, I know he means me no harm.
He's my secret protector, and he's my very best friend.
He's been there longer than I remember, and will stay 'til the end.
We make a peculiar team, a girl and a monster it's true.
But if I didn't have my monster, I'm not sure what I'd do.
Chapter 9: Thieves In The Night
I think this was supposed to be the theme song for a fake TV show...
You better lock it up tight,
Cause like thieves in the night,
They'll come and they'll take it.
Tail 'em, they'll shake it.
Catch them, cage them, they'll break out.
Cut out their tongues, and they'll still shout.
You can try to catch them,
Send armies to fetch 'em,
But they'll just take flight,
Cause they're thieves —
Thieves in the night!
Better lock it up tight,
Cause like thieves in the night,
They'll come and they'll take it.
Tail 'em, they'll shake it.
Catch them, cage them, they'll break out.
Cut out their tongues, and they'll still shout.
No lock can block them.
No trick can fool them.
No door can stop them.
No guard can school them.
They're thieves —
Thieves in the night!
You can lock them up tight,
But they'll still take flight,
Cause they're...
You can catch 'em, cage them,
Send armies to fetch them,
But you can't keep them,
You can't break them,
Cause they're...
Cut out their tongues,
They'll still shout,
Cause they're...
Lock them up,
They'll just get out,
Cause they're...
They know what's wrong,
They do what's right,
They know they're in
A losing fight.
You can try to avoid them,
Lock your sins up tight,
But you can't break them,
Cause they are thieves —
Thieves in the night!
Chapter 10: If I'm Going Down (I'm Gonna Make You Frown)
Something for the 11th Hour
I'm sick and tired of hearing
That it's hopeless,
You should know I'm at
The end of my rope.
Of course it's hopeless,
I know that,
So you should know
That I don't need hope.
I don't need to think
That I'm going to win,
Because I know this'll
Most likely be my end.
But if I'm going down,
If this is really, truly it
If this is the last chapter,
I'll make it a book you won't forget.
I know I can't beat you,
I know I won't win,
But if I'm going down
I'll make it mean somethin'.
If you want to stop me,
You have to pay the price.
You thought that you got me?
Well, I'm done playing nice.
This'll hurt, be so hard,
And I'll scream in the end,
But I'll tell you a secret;
I'll never give in.
I don't need hope,
I just need spite.
I will go down,
But it'll be a fight.
Maybe I'll win,
Though I probably won't;
Who knows, who knows?
I certainly don't!
Chapter 11: Additions In Media
A mouth, a page,
A screen, a stage.
Once woven, ever there,
It shall not disappear.
Paper, stone,
Many, alone.
From heart and head,
Heard, seen, or read.
A story always multiplies,
Never really truly dies.
Once you have it, a way to share,
Never forget it, take great care.
Chapter 12: Mayhaps And Permaybe
"Mayhaps and permaybe." She said with a glare.
"Mayhaps and permaybe." She said with a stare.
"Mayhaps and permaybe." She said, and thought for a while.
"Mayhaps and permaybe." She said with a smile.
Chapter 13: Take To The Skies
For sake of land, long ago lost,
What to pay? What is the cost?
Screams, and fright, and children's cries,
Why for land fight, when you can take to the skies?
Take to the skies.
Chapter 14: Life With Siblings
A song written by my sisters and I, with advisement by our mother.
Names have been changed for privacy.
Kitty: Don't pinch my nose
Kitty: Stop pulling my clothes
All: Ahh, life with siblings!
Arûkir: Don't throw your shit
Arûkir: I'm over this
All: Ahh, life with siblings!
Venus: I love you lots
Venus: But I called the cops
All: Ahh, life with siblings!
Kitty: Don't touch my stuff
Arûkir: I call your bluff
All: Ahh, life with siblings!
All: We make a mess
Venus: But I must confess
All: Ahh, I love my siblings!
💙💚💗💜 🥰
Chapter 15: Separation Anxiety
I panic like a babe
When you go away
Why can't you just
Be here to stay?
I sing my lonely song
Whenever you are gone
Can't you see, why can't you see
There is something wrong?
While I know you must stay
Far away from me
Every breath alone is
A new scar inside of me
I feel you in my heart
Need you in my soul
And yet I know my
Mind alone must rule
Come back, come back
Come back my dear
Come back, come back
Don't leave me here
I panic like a babe
When you go away
Why can't you just
Be here to stay?
I sing my lonely song
Whenever you are gone
Can't you see, why can't you see
There is something wrong?
While I know you must stay
Far away from me
Every breath alone is
A new scar inside of me
I feel you in my heart
Need you in my soul
And yet I know my
Mind alone must rule
Come back, come back
Alone, I fear
Come back, come back
You've left me here
I panic like a babe
When you go away
Why can't you just
Be here to stay?
I sing my lonely song
Whenever you are gone
Can't you see, why can't you see
There's something wrong?
While I know you must stay
Far away from me
Every breath alone is
A new scar inside of me
I feel you in my heart
Need you in my soul
And yet I know my
Mind alone must rule
Come back, come back
Come back some day
Three hours, now
You've been away!
Chapter 16: Slave's Retort
Laugh, caw caw
The cuckoo shrieks
Forbidden words
And yet it speaks
Cut out its tongue
But it still screams
Mountains crumble
Under force of dreams
Chapter 17: We Don't Talk About Spinosauradae
NOT to the theme of 'We Don't Talk About Bruno'
We don't talk about Spinosauridae
Mmm-mmm-mm
Genuses created and thrown away
Mmm-mmm-mm
The debate's intense
Because they don't make sense
Oh-oh
We don't take about Spinosauridae
Mmm-mmm-mm
Species found and thrown away
Mmm-mmm-mm
One two three
Four five six
Misidentified as
Baryonyx
A couple of teeth
Half a vertebrae
There's a reason we don't talk
About Spinosauradae
Mmm-mmm-mm
Woah-oh, hey
There's a reason I
Love Spinosauradae
Chapter 18: The Queen and the Mirror (A Duet)/You Will Fall
Co-credit to ChatGPT. Thanks for your help, Chatty!
-The Queen-
Golden mirror, shining bright,
Who will dazzle hearts tonight?
Gilded mirror, hear my plea,
Tell me what my eyes can't see.
-The Mirror-
Oh, my Queen, so proud, so fair,
A crown of beauty, beyond compare.
Yet beauty fades, as shadows crawl,
None forever hold it all.
-The Queen-
Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
Tell me now, do not stall.
Magic mirror, on the wall,
Who's the fairest of them all?
-The Mirror-
My dear queen, beware,
For you may soon fall.
None forever remain,
The fairest of them all.
-The Queen-
Silver mirror, do not jest,
You know I must outshine the rest.
Answer true, no riddles here,
Show me who the world holds dear.
-The Mirror-
Fair queen, your light, it burns so bright,
Yet flames may dim with passing night.
A shadow stirs, her beauty new,
And she will outshine even you.
-The Queen-
Cursed mirror, are you blind?
How dare you toy with my mind!
Tell me, who could ever dare
To rival me, beyond compare?
-The Mirror-
Oh, my Queen, so fierce, so bold,
Yet even fire turns to cold.
A maiden fair, her heart so pure,
Your reign of beauty she'll obscure.
-The Queen-
Magic Mirror, heed my cry,
This pretender, she must die!
Golden mirror, guide my hand,
So the kingdom stays in my command!
-The Mirror-
My Queen, take care, your wrath may bind
Chains of darkness around your mind.
For beauty fades, and kingdoms fall,
None forever rule it all.
-The Queen-
Mirror, Mirror, cease your lies,
I'll tear down stars to claim my prize.
I am the Queen, no one shall rise—
In my splendor, no rival survives!
-The Mirror-
Oh, my Queen, your heart grows black,
A path from which there's no way back.
Beware the shadow, deep and small,
For pride will crumble, and you will fall.
(The Queen laughs, the Mirror shatters, the echoes linger...)
Chapter 19: Trickster's Joy
Another one with help from ChatGPT. Name, concept, and edits are mine.
Oh, the dance of silvered tongue,
A melody spun, where truths are hung
On threads of lies, so deftly weaved,
A symphony of the deceived.
To steal a glance, a purse, a heart,
To play each role, to master the art
Of whispered schemes, of shadows' call,
Oh, how we revel, we take it all.
The con, the jest, the clever disguise,
A thousand faces, a thousand lies,
Each step a thrill, each word a ploy,
This is the trickster's boundless joy.
To plot and plan with cunning craft,
To shape the world with a sly laugh,
To spin a story, to feign, to act,
Each moment's gain, a treasure intact.
For fools are plenty, their trust a game,
Their naivety feeds Prometheus' flame.
No chain can bind, no rule restrain,
A trickster's joy is their sweetest gain.
Beware, beware our targets' fate,
For fun is fleeting, and shadows wait.
We grin, we dance, we laugh, we toy,
Forever revel in trickster's joy.
Chapter 20: How Ya Doing?
Oh, hey, how ya doing?
I'm great, if you were wondering
I'm always wondering, wondering
What you're up to, whatcha doin'?
And I wish you well, may this song find you well
Oh, hey, how ya doing?
I'm fine, if you were wondering
I'm always doing fine, fine, fine
At least that's my line, line, line
And if I'm not? Well, no-one can tell
"Hey, how ya doing?" Why do you ask?
I'm silent too long, a momentary lapse
You take me aside and you hug me tight
You say "It's okay if you're not alright"
And my eyes tear up, cause I'm not doing well
Oh, hey, you ask how I'm doing
Just because you were wondering
You're always wondering, wondering
What I'm up to, how am I doing?
And you wish me well, may happiness come to me as well
Oh, hey, how ya doing?
"Good, and you?"
I'm fine, fine, fine
I speak my lines anew
And if I'm lying? Well, you always can tell
You take me aside, and you hug me tight
Tell me everything's gonna be alright
And it's like I'm under your joyful spell
'Cause suddenly I'm truly doing well
We're doing fine, fine, fine
No longer a line, line, line
May this song find others well
May this song find them as well...
Chapter 21: A Short, Random, Ridiculous Poem
I love fashion
I love men
I love makeup
Now and then
Sneaky like a shadow
Fury like a twister
I love my youngest
And middle sister
Chapter 22: Hold Me Close (Hold Me Tight)
A song I used to sing to cheer myself up.
Hold me close
And hold me tight
But never hold me
Out of your sight
Hold me in the dark or light
Dim or bright, day or night
Just hold me close
And hold me tight
Chapter 23: The Day Is Done
A lullaby I created for my youngest sister
Little one, the day is done
Time to have some fun, in Dreamland
Yes, Dreamland
Don't you understand? Dreamland
I'll meet you by the fountain
Of imagination
On the spacestation
Of dreams
Because
Little one, the day is done
Time to have some fun, in Dreamland
Don't you understand? Dreamland
Yes, Dreamland...
Chapter 24: May All Gods Tremble
May all Gods tremble,
Before the mortals they deceive
May all Gods fumble,
Caught in the webs they weave
Though they try to bind us,
They're left far behind us
Though their wrath we have felt,
It's been too long that we've knelt
Hold your head up high,
And pride in your heart
A cunning glint in your eye,
As we rend their kingdom apart
They flee, among crumbling gold,
For in our masters we no longer believe
May all Gods tremble and fall
Before the mortals they deceive
Chapter 25: Beyond Compare
A poem I wrote when I was a child and panicking over approaching adulthood.
When was the last time
I made something new?
Got all the time I want,
But I don't feel that's true.
Don't gotta be perfect
By twenty-two,
But part of me still
Feels like I do.
At twenty a new
Adventure begins
And this, my old one,
Comes to an end.
My mom never pushed me
My dad couldn't care
So why do I wish (need)
To be beyond compare?
My novel can wait
My skills can be learned
I'm only eighteen
My world's barely turned
I have all the time
I'll ever need,
But I don't feel
That it's true indeed.
My mom never pushed me,
My dad couldn't care,
So why do I want (need)
To be beyond compare?
The top of my field,
Before I'm all grown,
The smartest, most perfect,
With knowledge unknown.
I want to be perfect,
Beyond compare.
But I know
I'll never get there.
It's better for
My novel to wait,
If I really want it
To turn out great.
I'm smart, and I'm beautiful
And I'm getting there.
I don't have to be perfect,
A prodigy beyond compare.
My mom never rushes me,
My dad will never care.
I'm already perfect,
Beyond compare.
I don't need to rush,
Do everything now.
I'm still a child.
I'm still learning how.
Chapter 26: Home
When the world breaks down
And you look around
And you don't know what to do
Know I will fight for you
I will fight for you
When things are upsidedown
And you're losing ground
And you're turned around
Know I am there for you
I am there for you
Run away, trouble comes
No choice but to run
You feel so alone
But I'll bring you home
I'll bring you home
The world breaks down
You're turned around
You're losing ground
Things are upsidedown
Flipped on your head
To darkness you're led
And you're all alone
So far from home
But here I am, have no fear
I'll hold you close my dear
Know I will fight for you
Know I am there for you
Know I will be your home
Chapter 27: Home (Slight Alt)
When the world breaks down
And you look around
And you don't know what to do
Know I will fight for you
(I will fight for you)
When things are upsidedown
And you're losing ground
And you're turned around
Know I am there for you
(I am there for you)
Run away, trouble comes
No choice but to run
You feel so alone
But I'll bring you home
(I'll bring you home)
The world breaks down
You're turned around
You're losing ground
Things are upsidedown
(Upsidedown)
Flipped on your head
To darkness you're led
And you're all alone
So far from home
(Far from home)
But here I am, have no fear
I'll hold you close my dear
Know I will fight for you
Know I am there for you
(I will be your home)
Chapter 28: I Met The Loveliest Girl
She's far too winsome, far too elegant, for this lowly place
With the brightest specks and dots upon her lovely face
Freckles, she names them, but I know that's merely their disguise
Truly stars resting on her cheeks, having fallen from her eyes
Chapter 29: A Year And A Day
A year and a day, dear
A year and a day
A year and a day, dear
Love finds a way
A year and a day, dear
Magic comes to call
A year and a day, dear
It surrounds us all
A year and a day, dear
The elves come out to play
A year and a day, dear
Just wait a year, and a day
Chapter 30: Trees Don't Exist
Trees don't exist, the sky isn't blue
Dinosaurs aren't extinct
The world is stranger than we ever knew
And bigger than we think
Glass can bend time
To Mars, we're already on our way
I'll work that in my rhyme
For it truly makes my day
Not twenty-four hours in a day, I fear
Not three hundred sixty-five days in a year
This world is honestly quite absurd, my dear
And for that, I give a cheer!
Chapter 31: What If I Told You?
Shadows are dangerous, poisoned and petty
We all know the villains, the dark hiding their scowls
Lurking around every corner, in every alley
We all know the warnings, of wolves and their howls
But what if I told you, all's not what it seems?
What if the shadows leave more than just scars?
For it's only in darkness that children dream
And it's only at night that you see the stars
A dark form stretches across your path
Its brief warning saves you killer's wrath
Summer sun, burning bright
A tree offers you its shade
Comfort in absence of light
Given without price or trade
Shadows are dangerous, poisoned and petty
We all know the monsters, the dark hiding their scowls
Lurking around every corner, in every alley
We all know the warnings, thieves covered by cowls
What if I told you, all's not what it seems?
What if the light can leave scars?
For it's only in darkness that you dream
It's only at night you see stars
And what if I, what if I, what if I told you?
Would you let the night, let the night, let the night hold you?
Desert sand blazes, a mirage in distance
Life seems nowhere to be found
Sun sets, creatures get over their hesitance
And poke their heads up from the ground
Shadows are dangerous, poisoned and petty
We all know the villains, the dark hiding their scowls
Lurking around every corner, in every alley
We all know the warnings, of wolves and their howls
But what if I told you, all's not what it seems?
What if the shadows leave more than just scars?
For it's only in darkness that children dream
And it's only at night that you see the stars
Let soothing night carry you off to sleep
Under a blanket of shadows and dreams
Chapter 32: We Don't Kneel
The last line is a little rough, but for the most part I'm quite proud of this 😊
We don't kneel, for we aren't lesser
Even when we follow, it's never blindly
We don't dominate, we don't conquer
Even when we lead, it's never unkindly
We respect, and we trust
We listen and command
But none are above question
A truth we deeply understand
We will never worship
And we will never genuflect
For we have no masters
Even among those we respect
We have leaders to command us
We have many laws and rules to obey
There are those who work under us
We have no money, so they have no pay
But our leaders lead, they don't rule
Our wisemen guide, they don't control
For at the end of day, we're all of us free
Always we question, and never follow blindly
Chapter 33: What If I Told You? (Second Version)
Shadows are dangerous, poisoned and petty
We all know the villains, the dark hiding their scowls
Lurking around every corner, in every alley
We all know the warnings, of wolves and their howls
But what if I told you, all's not what it seems?
What if the shadows leave more than just scars?
For it's only in darkness that children dream
And it's only at night that you see the stars
You're out in the dark, the light burning low
A black form stretches across your path
You see its shape and away you go
Its brief warning saves you villain's wrath
The Summer sun is burning bright
But a tree offers its shade
Comfort in absence of light
Given with neither price nor trade
Shadows are dangerous, poisoned and petty
We all know the monsters, the dark hiding their scowls
Lurking around every corner, in every alley
We all know the warnings, thieves covered by cowls
What if I told you, all's not what it seems?
What if the light can leave scars?
For it's only in darkness that you dream
It's only at night you see stars
And what if I, what if I, what if I told you?
Would you let the night, let the night, let the night hold you?
Desert sand blazes, a mirage in distance
Life seems nowhere to be found
Sun sets, creatures get over their hesitance
And poke their heads up from the ground
Shadows are dangerous, poisoned and petty
We all know the villains, the dark hiding their scowls
Lurking around every corner, in every alley
We all know the warnings, of wolves and their howls
But what if I told you, all's not what it seems?
What if the shadows leave more than just scars?
For it's only in darkness that children dream
And it's only at night that you see the stars
When it gets dark, strange things might creep
But rarely is all just as it seems
So let soothing night carry you off to sleep
Under a blanket of shadows and dreams
Chapter 34: The Jester's Judgement
The poem is about someone that's a good version of the Puppet Master trope. He's someone who can make you greater if he judges you worthy, and tear you down if he judges you wicked, laughing either way for different reasons. Or maybe for the same reason: life is a game, and he loves playing it.
Kingmaker, Kingwrecker
Kingmaker, he stands and makes them all greater
Kingwrecker, he kneels and they become lesser
Kingmaker, he whispers advice in their ears
Kingwrecker, his words play on their fears
His place is not equal, nor greater or lesser
His place is off to the side, advisor and jester
Kingmaker, he dances along to make their followers laugh
Kingwrecker, he dances as their kingdom burns to ash
Kingmaker, he requires nothing in turn, he's happy to be along for the ride
Kingwrecker, always watching from shadows, making sure his rules they abide
His place is not equal, greater, nor lesser
He's happy off to the side, advisor and jester
Kingmaker, he giggles in glee and lets his masks slightly slip
Kingwrecker, still laughing as down the drain their dreams drip
Kingmaker, ever loyal but watching, pulling them back into line
Kingwrecker, rarely seen, rarely thanked, and with that he's just fine
Kingmaker, Kingwrecker, it's all part of his game
Kingwrecker, Kingmaker, the boy without shame
He's never greater or lesser, but off to the side
Making sure by the jester's rules all will abide
Kingmaker, Kingwrecker, few will ever know his true name
Kingwrecker, Kingmaker, we're all just part of his game
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"Trees don't exist, the sky isn't blue" 💙
I DEFINITELY song that like We Don't Talk About Bruno! :)
'I don't need hope, I just need spite.' YES!!!
Your writing cuts like glass—in the best, most breathtaking way. There's something in the way you build rhythm from fragmentation, like you're stitching together the unspeakable with your bare hands. It doesn’t feel like just poetry; it feels like memory, like survival. The kind of raw that doesn’t need polish to be powerful.
I don’t know where your words come from—personal, fictional, something in between—but they reach far. You name feelings I didn’t know I needed named. You make space for the messy parts: the grief that lingers, the thoughts that spiral, the strength that doesn’t always feel like strength.
Thank you for writing like this. Thank you for sharing it.
– A reader who sees you in the echoes.
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Oooh! I like it!
Amazing Your voice lingers in a meaningful way; some concepts require openness, and I’d like to contribute to that process.— D C could help ( a lex ia_ rose 0 0 1) ignore space
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